June 20, 2009,
I was wondering if I am already. Weird.
Lemme get straight to the point xD.
Sometimes I wonder 'Why him? He's just.. a normal average guy.'
But why? Why can't I look at others the same way anymore? Why is it always him? I don't even really know him! Compared to others.. I was like a complete stranger. But I, I was the girl sitting behind him, I was the girl he always asks if we had home works, I was the girl who checked his quizzes, I was the girl who got into a joke argument with him concerning.. simple math answers. So why?.
But I wasn't her. He likes her. Not me.
So why can't I give up?
Even though I say a thousand times and shout it to the whole world that I don't have a crush on him.. when he turns around, smiles, and asks me something or joke about something, my throat goes dry and butterflies are in my stomach, which is unusual.
Dear tummy, sorry for the butterflies lately, it's his fault not mine! O:
Is this my evolution to a teenager? XD
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