June 25, 2009,
So this is it then. It's done. No more. I've had enough. I'm happy. It's alright.
Wanna know what I'm talking about? Well let's start on the day I came in LG 1230, at first I was really annoyed of the seating arrangement since most boys are the ones around me, and I do not, repeat I do not get along with boys that I don't really know easily. And that's when something happened. I don't know why but I just turned around and saw him and then poof! My tummy had butterflies. I was horrified.
I was annoyed, really really pissed off. My mind was spinning saying: 'What the heck?' O:
That's when I noticed that my cheeks were a bit red.
I was mad. Really mad. I decided to ignore it and stop looking, but I can't, since he's just effing sitting in front of me. I was disappointed, I never thought something like this would happen.
Who knew? That's how cruel fate was. And I'm here blabbing stupid things about having a tiny bit of crush. But that's not the point. I'm blabbing about how pissed off I am when I knew it.
It was the 8th of June. Today is the 25th of June. How many days, or weeks have I had a crush on him? Oh. That's right. 17 days, or 2 weeks and 3 days.
But then again, I don't want to have a crush, since it's annoying when you feel that your throat goes dry when he talks to you and you can't think properly. It's really annoying.
I hate him. Yeah, I do. I don't know why. But I hate him, but then again I do not.
So from today on, I realized something. It was just a crush. No more no less. And at least I got some sense pushed inside my thick skull; I was stupid. That's what I am. Stupid.
And I say: 'This 25th of June is the day where it all ends."
It ends tonight.
I'm free again. He's not the subject of my mind anymore. He's just a friend, a classmate, a stranger.
I was me again. I'm happy. I'm happy that I had a crush on him for a short time. And now, I'm not going to have anymore crushes, I don't know why, but I can't.
And I thank him for that, whatever he did. Haha :))
Wanna know who he is? Let me show you his picture then..
He's the one on the left. Beside Ross. Know him?
That's him. Haha :))
Yeah yeah. I know you know who it is now. It's Eric. Haha. But then again, if you read my blog clearly you doofus who judges things easily! D<> Byee. xD - Kimeh ;]
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